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REFLECTION 07/25/18

      This project has been a great challenge for me. I’ve written many research papers in the past but never like this one. Unlike the regular research papers that I write, this paper focused a lot about my experience, my story, and my reflective thoughts of CARE and becoming a CARE ambassador. Usually, research papers require for a focused text on a credible and concrete topic with a lot of qualitative data entered and more. This paper did include some qualitative and cited work but the focus of this paper was more about me and my journey in this community. This is what made this paper so difficult because I was not trained or taught to do this so what would happen to me a lot was that I would always hit a wall or lose focus because there was so set structure to my paper. Although it took me a long time to put this project together, I really do appreciate how this paper pushed by boundaries and expanded me to relate a research paper to real life and I think that this is very useful when it comes to life because everyone should build the skill to relate things that happen in our lives to things such as studies or research. At the onset of the project I found myself writing each section easy but the more I delved into the paper the more difficult it became because the more I realized that there was more information to be given in order for me to fully explain this journey. I also struggled to transition the research aspect of this project into my paper because it did not flow with the tone of my paper. I eventually managed to connect the two together and it ended up working for the better because it helped me further explain the importance of this leadership position to me and what it means for me as a first generation college student. One part of the process that I appreciate is how this paper was broken down to parts which would later on delve in together to form our paper. The manner in which this project was organized also allowed for me to better visualize the focus of my project and document the transformation or progress of my paper as I realized some changes that I wanted to make to improve my project. Although this project is very eye opening for me and I believe that all the hard work was worth it, it was extremely stressful and it really did take a lot of my energy and time to put it together because it was such a new learning experience for me. Now that I reflect back on my project I realize that some of the things that I could have done better to reflect some of my best work in this project was to properly pace myself so that I could write the words and thoughts that I usually better vocalize out loud. If I would have paced myself more I would properly have a more focused and well thought out paper. Overall, I think my paper reflects my journey and my experience in this community and it has the perfect balance between research for the way that my paper is set out. This project, I think, is a great assignment to help reach me out of my comfort level and expand my skills on building connections and reflecting. 

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3,000 word RESEARCH PROJECT POLISHED DRAFT  07/24/18

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annotated bibliography 1,000 WORD POLISHED draft 07/19/18

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 1,000 WORD RESEARCH PROJECT OUTLINE 07/18/18

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annotated bibliography 450 WORD draft 07/16/18

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COMMUNITY PROFILE 07/12/18

Emily Abreu

Instructor Mat Wenzel

ENC 2135-12

12 July 2018

Community Profile

            

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PERSONAL PROFILE 07/11/18

Emily Abreu

Instructor Mat Wenzel

ENC 2135-12

11 July 2018

Personal Profile

            He walked in and sat down in his office chair, sitting in front of the squeaky clean certifications and degrees that neatly rested on the walls, decorating his office. He welcomed me and showed me to my seat with a welcoming and warm smile. He wore a neatly pressed, garnet button down shirt, representing the very own colors of Florida State University. His computer was opened up with dozens of emails, his desk filled with paperwork and files. His personalized name plate laid on the corner of his desk, reading Mr. Taddarrayl Starke. Mr. Starke, is the director of Florida State University’s Center of Academic Retention and Enhancement or also known as CARE. Working for CARE for close to 8 years, Starke has seen this department grow to the success that it is now and it continues to grow and expand on this campus. Starting out as a program with a small number of students who would meet in available, unlocked classrooms, it eventually turned into a single department with its own building, servicing to more than 400 students. Being a Florida State Alumni, Mr. Starke can say that FSU has numerous of opportunities and resources but there is a risk of being one out of 41,000 students that attend the university. What CARE tries to accomplish is to shrink those odds and focus on each student’s success by providing more individualized opportunities and connections to inside resources that will better mold students into an accomplished graduate despite only being one person in a big campus. CARE students describe CARE as a resource to scaffold you into experiences and sometimes even force you into them which is why, Mr. Starke mentions, a lot of CARE students are big leaders on campus, ranging from student body presidents to club leaders and more. The focus of CARE and its staff is on students who are underrepresented in higher education, those populations who traditionally do not go to college and are first generation students. CARE is a home for these students and that is exactly how Mr. Starke describes this department— an environment in which support and total engagement is guaranteed. Coming from a difficult childhood himself, Mr. Starke is an example to many students under his care, demonstrating that it is possible to persevere and become someone in life.

           Taddarrayl was born in Duval county, they heart of Jacksonville, Florida. Growing up in a high crime and drug community one thing was very clear to Mr. Starke when he was young— he was meant to get out of there even if it meant joining to the military. For the majority of his life, he spent days without food, money, or lights but he knew that he still had to push through and attend college. Graduating early, in the top of his class, he received a scholarship and full ride to Florida State where he soon would earn his degree in psychology and education. However, his journey to college was not an easy one. Coming from a mother who received as high as a 6thgrade education, Mr. Starke was the first of six children that pursued going to college making his experience difficult because he could not receive the guidance that many others did. The reality of the rigor of college soon kicked in and while balancing his full time job to be able to provide for himself, there were many times in which he wanted to simply quit. Whether it was a chance by fate or just luck, he ran into someone who was in the office that would become CARE. In that moment, Mr. Starke was advised by this person that he had a place here at Florida State and he does not have to feel isolated or ostracized and instead expand and take advantage of more opportunities. This made him see himself and it helped him realize that he was a part of Florida State when at first he did not feel that way being a young black man and all, which at many times, he was the only person that looked like himself in his classes. From that moment on, he found the love and passion of working with students who didn’t have means because he saw himself in them which later on lead him to realizing his current job, becoming the youngest director of the Center of Academic and Retention Center. Being a person without any means and what seemed like a bleak future, is now the number one leader of CARE, transforming students with the same life experiences and molding them into leaders in this campus through CARE. 

            Overseeing the different opportunities offered at CARE, Mr. Starke points out that there are many choices that offer students a leadership role, helping them develop their leadership skills and hopefully enhancing their chances at conquering the professional world. CARE has a leadership council, CARE guides and delegates, CARE committee chairs, CARE officers, mentors, volunteer leaders, tutors, supplemental instruction leaders, and ambassadors. Seeing as he was able to give back and help students like him, CARE offers many opportunities for students to later on help incoming college students that have undergone similar experiences as them and help guide them to success just like they were given the opportunity to do so. Each leadership position focuses on transitioning, guiding, and empowering students to become the best version of themselves. Being a part of this community makes it almost impossible for students to not become a successful student let alone become a star model of an accomplished individual. 

            Along with the many goals that CARE expects from their students, Mr. Starke mentions that what defines a successful CARE student is graduation. As simple and obvious as that is, students that are a part of care have every reason in the world not to graduate. They were given every reason in the world to not even go to college. Not only are CARE students already successful for attending college but being able to graduate means that everyone after that graduate follows their footsteps and it has the power to change the legacy of education in their families for years to come. Success is graduation because it means more than just graduating— it is about changing lives.

Word Count: 1046

Tadarrayl Starke

FSU CARE DIRECTOR

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QUESTIONS AND NOTES FROM INTERVIEW 07/11/18

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250 WORD RESEARCH PROPOSAL 07/10/18

Emily Abreu 

Instructor Mat Wenzel

ENC 2135-12

10 July 2018 

250 Word Research Proposal 

            CARE is not only a head department here in Florida State University, but it is a huge community. Being a first generation college student has been a challenge throughout the whole process of gaining the college experience. Transitioning into the CARE community is an opportunity for me to be part of a place that is made up of people like me, who have experienced hardships and are now in the journey of realizing their dreams and becoming successful leaders within their communities. Although I am technically a part of the CARE community, I still have one foot out the door. There is still more for me to explore, learn, and accomplish within this community. For my project I would be focusing on the leadership community within CARE and how a fellow CARE ‘18 student like myself can achieve success. There is no other person more perfect to interview other than the director of CARE himself, Mr. Tadarrayal Starke. We will meet on July 9thin his office located in the Thagard Building. In the interview, I will gain insight on the history of CARE, the role that CARE has on this campus, what CARE does, the inner workings of CARE, the leadership opportunities offered within this community, and my mentor’s personal story and journey. This research project is an amazing opportunity to get to know more about this community that I am transitioning into and will help me discover how I can move my way up within the CARE community to hopefully, offer the same help and guidance that I am receiving now, to future generations. 

Word Count: 270

Tadarrayl Starke

FSU CARE DIRECTOR

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